Loosing our heads....

No, no, no... not literally ( that would be awfull )

I mean more in the aspect of loosing our heads by trying to get as much as possible- whether it is working, talking to people or anything else!

I tend to do many things at once... and probably that`s why I can`t do everything excellently ( tendence for perfectionism I guess)... Hmmm, I still don`t get it!!! And more to that things bore me quickly- in the moment when I start liking something- I come to the conclusion- BORING!!!

Thinking about all this-I can run for many things, but nothing can really give me satisfaction and real joy except RELATIONSHIPS WITH JESUS!!!!
Have heard so many things about christianity- that christians are weak; they don`t know what is freedom etc.....

MY EXPERIENCE = I AM FREE to be FREE!

Better to loose head for someone WHO LOVES me, HAS LOVED ME, and ALWAYS will LOVE ME rather than just waste time, strength by loosing head for something, someone what is just "junk" ( I mean in sense that it will never give real satisfaction )!!!

"Everything is permissible for me—but not everything is beneficial.
Everything is permissible for me—but I will not be mastered by anything." - 1.Cor 6:12

I had point in my life ( I made up my decision 7 years ago already to become a christian) when I had to decide if I want to stay EMPTY and act as I were happy.... I was fed up with everything- DIDN`T HAVE ANYTHING TO LOOSE then- was totaly messed up- so tried GOD!!! Have never regreted this decision......

Want REAL FEELINGS??? TRY GOD...